worst mistake

the worst mistake of my life

The day i lost my vertiue was the day that changed me forever. I thought it was love. That what he keep telling methat he loved me and i belived him. When we were in school and i tried to talk to him he acted like i was never there. When we were not in school he would act like nothing happened and he would talked to me. I just keep beliving him when he told me he loved me. 

I really did love him. Then the day he texted me and asked if i was dtf i thought hey why not since he says he loves me. I thought maybe im the only one hes going to be having sex with. I told he yes i would. Trick or treating night of 2010 weas when i lost it. He undressed me and then we did it. He told me it was the best he ever had and he was happy that i had it with him. Then he told me he loved me. I told he i loved him back and after that he said he had to go. 

I had sex with him 4 more times after that thinking it was love but here he was doing me becaause he just wanted sex and i would give it to him. This is why i wish i never lost my verginity. My life would be so much different. Becasue this changed me for the worst. after he stoped talking to me becasue i kept telling him no i starated having sex with others guys and girls becasue im bisexual. I became a s**t at my school all becasue of this one guy.   

Reviews

[That_Girl]

You were 13 when this happened? Just going off of your profile and the dates...

I'm sorry this happened. He sounds like a d****e. But not all guys are like that.. you just have to be patient and wait for one that doesn't ask if you're down to f**k. :/ Sorry, love.

[unshakenScene]

yeah i was just 13 and thought it was love. but thanks

[InsanityWriter]

I feel for you. A jerk like him who uses people like that should have his balls chopped off. >:( You're very brave to put this up, and I admire your courage. ^_^ Telling people is a very good way to heal. Message me if you ever need to talk. *hugs*

[unshakenScene]

thanks and i will

[Jordan's Back]

Mistakes happen, My dear you are not the s**t here in this case, He was. Something as sacred as a Girl's heart should never be trampled underfoot by any man, it should be cherished as a priceless gem. I am sorry you went through this and the poor b*****d will get his someday.

I am sorry This made me cry. You ever need to talk i am here :)

[Victoria Elizabeth]

awww Jordan, your soo nice! no wonder I love you so much!!!!!!!!!

[Jordan's Back]

Awww **Blushes**

[Victoria Elizabeth]

well its true! your one of the nice guys

[Jordan's Back]

Well if you need another Taco I gotcha :P

[Victoria Elizabeth]

what? ohh I see lol

[unshakenScene]

thanks and i might just take you up on that

[Victoria Elizabeth]

you know for a fact that he was a d****e shelly, he did it with a 6th grader if this is the guy im thinking of (SS) he is a d****e and will always be one

[unshakenScene]

yes and whos this?

[unshakenScene]

yeah and sorry opps tori duhh

[Sami Geiger]

He is a d********g. He did the same to me and im sorry.

[unshakenScene]

its ok

[Sami Geiger]

(:

[unshakenScene]

yeah

[unshakenScene]

just had to get it out