Untitled

A title is in the works

you told me you were different
you told me you would treat me right
you told me to trust in you
and I did, I trusted you
and for what?
I lost my sanity
I lost my identity
who I was is no longer who I am
because I let you take that from me

I hate myself for allowing you to use me
lie to me
hurt me
scar me

you want to come back into my life
and... honestly...
I crave the hurt
I know its unhealthy
I know its wrong
but yet
a part of me
wants you again
a part of me is so numb that it would do anything to feel something
even you
especially you

Reviews

[John the Baptist]

You crave the hurt? Bad sign, this. I'm sadly sure you'll get it.

[wordman]

a tough situation,loved then lost ,now a rekindle maybe
emotions would be a good title