To My Mr.Dotcom

"I Just Love To Miss You"...But Not This Way Though!!! :(

Just seeing you in my dream

Made me tremble and scream

“Another day of torment”, I guessed,

“Battling off your memories”;

 

Awake and I threw a glance

On to the bed that held me warm

Picture of your cuddles came along

But my voice ordered me to be strong!

 

I decided to smile all the way

Hoping it would change my day

“Here my beautiful angel smiles”

Your words aback tested my will!

 

Dressing my hair, making my face

Before the mirror with passion I stood

“In thy mirror you can find my future”

The way you proposed hurdled me!

 

Trying to erase off the memories

Entering the class I searched for friends

“In this betrayal world, I will be your

Friend forever” your voice echoed!

 

Up on the terrace I stood

Gazing for longer at the lonely moon

“Not a dawn I want; keep smiling,

My moon”, he curved my lips to a smile!

 

Tearing open the vast sky,

Rain poured down all the way!

“I want to be thy rain; to whom

You readily lift your face;

Who keeps you smiling ever; who

Take the taste off your lips”

Back then I blushed, holding you

Tightly I walked with joy!

 

Drying my hair, I walked inside

“Curse this rain that did this to you

Messed up my beautiful possession”

You said fondling my hair then!

 

No longer can I fight my tears

Every drop of it along my cheek

Reminds the grave of the geek

Taken up cruelly in an accident!

 

Was it just a touch

When all I wanted was a hold

A stronger one!!!

 

“Not a word more, I do pray,

Than for this ever smiling beauty

By my side, beyond my death”

For these prayers here I smile,

“You won your death, Mr. Dotcom”!