A letter to the moon

Dear moon,

How is he? You get to see him more than I do. You get to see his eyes twinkle, hear his laughter, his giggles more than I do. Makes me very jealous not going to lie.

I hope you are protecting him. I hope you are loving him.

As for me life makes no sense. I have you but not him. It is this musician's dream to sing with him while looking at you. It is this musician Dream to admire her moons. I feel sad, dejected, remorseful often. There are people who do make me feel I deserve Affection but there efforts are futile. I miss him more than I care about anyone. I learnt to live without his presence but I fear I am failing at this.

I am afraid if he will ever like me again. I am afraid of the future, moon. When I see a couple I cannot help but think of me and him. Will my dreams ever be fulfilled moon? I miss him moon. I cannot tell you how much I do. I feel so broken at times. Absolutely no one can but him provide me with the feeling of 'home '. I am starting to hate humans.I am afraid I might hate him too. He has taught me so much moon. I  am afraid I will lose a part of me while finding him. Or will I find a part of me in him? Idk moon.i feel alone, left out. I understand people but I fail to be understood. I hope he understands me. 

Take care of him moon.