Letter to social science -1

Dear Social Science,

I think i fell for you.Fell so badly for you that i cannot be picked up now.

I remember the day I fell for you.It was 5th grade's history chapter world war.

I never knew you were so beautiful until i read that chapter.9 year old me loved you so much that she would tell eveyone about you,about her crush.I love how you keep records of people,highlight their qualities and tell me about it.You are so pure.You are so true to your words.

6th grade we met again.This time you opened up more to me into 4 different personalities,which i absoultely adored.I rememeber falling for your civics perosnailty.There was something somthing about your democracy concept which i liked.I remember telling my parents how much i loved you.

7th grade i think I loved that history personailty of yours.The mughal empire,Razia sultan you motivated me to be 'the woman they fear'.You built courage in me.You transformed me, inspired me ,motivated me and challanged me(in a good way).

I do not really remember our moments from 8th but they must have been good.

9th grade.I fell for your history personality so bad so bad.I remember coming out of my exam room after the final exam and relaising my love for you. I was so sure that in 11th i would pick you as my future.Becasue oh to be married to you ,to have you by my side,to have you during my lowest was a wonderful idea to me.

10th grade.That year started with me falling a lil more for you everyday.I was absoultely hoplessly in love with your history.People in class didn't really understand you but i did.As a fellow inscrutable person i feel you.To be seen by all but to be read and understood by none hurts,right?But as long as we are together i promise you can speak your heart out to me.

So deep in love that on days when i was lovesick I hugged you.

thank you for teaching me about the past,the earth,the economy and the society.Over these years our bond has just grown stronger and unbrekable.

Remember i promised to always choose you?guess what i couldn't be true to my words. I chose science. I know evey year the person you love takes sci and goes away from you just like i will. Hurts you? Sorry for not prioritising you.Believe me it breaks my heart too but I stand helpless this time.

I thought we could be together too but fate is cruel to us,people are cruel to us.

I loved you. I still do.I shall always do too.

Take this letter as an apology letter for my life choices.

Maybe in another univerese

You and me stay together

under one roof forever

Yours lovingly

the girl that fell for you