Letter to social science-3

Dear social science, It finally ends for us,Does it? I gave my last exam of yours. Does it hurt you the same way it does to me? Do tears roll down your cheek everytime you think of me? Because for me they do. 7th of March, 2024 was a day I didn't want to live . But I did. The days before it were equally emotional for me . I remember feeling restless a day before, not because I was afraid of the questions but because the thought of not being with you Hurted me. Do you remember the last moments we spent together during the exam? I wasn't ready to leave you. After the exam got over eveyone was unhappy with their performance. But me? I didn't even think of the mistakes I made but only about you and me and our vague future together. school told me about my stream the other day. I got Science. Am sorry. But only if words could work as a bandage to the wounds that are deeper than the ocean I would use them often. Words have never been enough to describe things and they never will even be. Only if you existed as a real person I would Communicate with my eyes while I look into yours. Is this the last time am writing to you? Absolutely no. You are the flame to my candle, the soul to my body, the beat to my music and the clouds to my sky. Without you am nothing. We might not live those moment again but the love that we share will keep us connected. I might study science but my heart will always yearn for your presence. I do not really know what I will do without you. But the same way I life without him I will live without you. You were my coping mechanism, my only reason to study, you were mine. Maybe things that are mine are never meant to be mine. But that will never stop me to love you and him. With teary eyes and a heavy and hopeful heart dearest ssc thank you for everything. "Things that are meant to be yours always return" Yours The girl that loves you 🫶