My Wall

A compilation of spilled ink I had once written upon my bedroom wall.

Time ticks by and it only gets worse
Such lost hope is buried deeper with each inevitable tick
And each awaited tock
I move on blindly
Not wanting to see what happens next
I move on with my hands on my ears
Not wanting to hear what is said
I move on numbly
Not wanting to feel at all

With this bleeding marker
I write my sentence, for I know this is wrong
Disrupting the green serenity of such pure walls
Now tinged with very thought in my mind

Tracing the embossed veins of these walls makes me think of the hollow people in this place; alive but estranged...no emotion and pure isolation

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This wall is no longer yours
It's finally mine
I wrote these words
As you break my spine

And this quiet riot continues
With the playing of this song
Ink penetrates dry wall
As this moment goes on and on

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All you built up
You just tore down
With just one word
With just a sound

So I'll keep the peace
With a closed mouth
And open mind
Don't look back
I promise I'll be fine

Leave me in the dark
In endless silence
Let me rot
Let me die

My spirit lies here
Unawakened
No inspiration
To change for you
To be someone new

So leave me here
In forgotten memories
While I fade away
And melt
Drift away
And thrown out
Buy when you open your eyes
I'll be gone