Inspiration in disguise

our disconnect caused me not to write for awhile
I wonder if I had more feelings for you then I intended to
pretending that everything was cool
When deep inside I really wanted you
one day without talking seemed like an eternity
but soon those days turned into weeks, now it's
been months.
What did I miss?
what did I not see?
the title waves
sent you on your way
now Im lost at sea.
you knew what it was from the beginning but I didn't
finding myself researching our Zodiac signs said it would be different.
Ignored the Red Flags
only because I thought you and I were more.
Action speaks louder than words
I NEEDED those words
those words flowing from your lips, that I once kissed then tell you I wanted more.
Never been the one to hold back my emotions
Ive done that before , that s**t ended in commotion
Reminding myself its okay to be vulnerable
What is there to lose?
now this writing is more comfortable.