a series of judgement days

another  time you walk out my door 

that was never closed ..

your eyes are on me,

i turn into shades of colors

myriad and unnamable..

is it your color screens 

or my chameleon being..

i never wished i knew..

another time you pass that judgement and wait for my eyes..

waiting to see what i would become

under the slowly descending hammer 

and broken fountain pen..

i shrink away as a snail would..

away from your pincers 

into the web of my own questions 

ceaselessly knit by a spinster woman

in her choiceless loneliness..

with a throw of your head, 

another time you walk out the door...

you walk out on me..

 away from me..

as i watch enchanted, for the one thousandth time , 

madly in crazy love..

and in vain, i try to walk out on myself 

through the door that was never closed..

through the door that was never closed

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[vivekanand]

the core came from the song LOVE HER MADLY by the doors.. and something from my real life inspired the web around it