death *triggering*

I advise you not to read if you are going through a rough time, or are easily triggered by writings about depression and suicide.

death should be painless

but what happens when you are dying

slowly

      surely

  painfully

on the inside

 and the worst part is when you come to the realization that

you've done it. 

you brought this all on yourself.

you are the reason you are dying

it makes you feel like you're better off dead

you already feel empty

the depression plagues your mind,

 your soul

 your entire being

 and your existence,

making you not want to exist anymore. 

Author's Note

It's been one of those days, so once again, this will be extremely triggering

Reviews

[AZanArtist]

Well written! Your words are both simple and complex which creates an overwhelming sense of empathy. Nice.

[Jake Donald Stephens]

Sounds like a situation I was in once. It's a hellish feeling.