A Promise Failed

I'm lost without you.
This place is killing me.
I need you here,
I'm lost in the world that surrounds me.
You gave me hope,
But now as I think,
Of my death so near,
I realize I never needed you.
I needed love.
It was the one thing keeping me here,
On this god for saken earth.
I found it.
And now my time is gone.
I made a promise to go,
Now I must fulfill it.
I have no choice,
But somewhere inside,
I feel obligated to say,
Goodbye to you.
You tried.
Although you failed,
You tried to save me.
You were the only one who cared,
The only one who gave me hope,
I loved more deeply,
Than you can ever know.
So do one last thing for me,
Don't tell.