Caraphernelia

Almost like a film,

All of the layers are being peeled

Each color decreasing in hue 

Only seeing yellows and blues

Dark and grey

Pink is non existent

Black is consistent

Stepped on and kicked

Pulled from underneath

Just attempting to breathe,

But I'm young, what do I know?

True to you, all is well

I was a fool whom surely fell

Breathing comes slow,

Ravished head to toe

In the only warmth

That feels real

Please make it go away

Why do I stay?

I just want to sleep

Refusal ensues

Groggily I weep

My heart is bruised

It's all normal

It's okay

I'm fine

After all,

Young love was carnal

But I'm young, what do I know?

Driven by yearning to escape

and the urge to flee

I've done what was best for me

I've made it go away,

Why do I stay?

Ammonia and bleach

Makes its reach

to occupy my lungs

Engulfing every part of me

Boys will be boys

"What were you wearing?"

"Give him what he wants."

"Don't be a tease!"

But I'm young, so what do I know?