Stuck Again

the glue has been spilled 

i slipped today,

and now my mind is filled

it won’t go away

stress has risen

inside of me

my heart is a prism 

trying to free,

what I’m hiding

is it me?

something is shining

its shining too bright

oh dear

i can’t seem to fight

this small tear

it falls to the ground

my biggest fear

they know now, all around

I’m stuck again 

can’t move my feet

the room is spinning

im incomplete 

where did you go?

i need you to come back 

please,

im stuck 

not just some panic attack 

I’m stuck again 

i need a touch

don’t need a miracle

just a simple touch

don’t get hysterical 

melt this glue 

would someone please,

change me to something new

let me grow wings, to fly

to fly, somewhere far with you

the air is getting thicker now

i need to escape

would you tell me how?

my feet are still stuck in this tape

would you just come get me now?

its been too long

you never came

the glue is too strong

it will never change

you never even noticed my suffering

its too late now to rearrange 

my mind keeps on buffering

is it real or am i deranged 

theres no more chances

i can’t exchange

I’m stuck forever

thanks to you 

I’m stuck again 

i can’t be made new

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems