Love and misery

I am the daughter of love and misery
Heartbroken angels of the gods
sweet sorrow my dear love
I know you cant understand this emptiness
I'm alone in this world
Though many surround me with laughs and songs
I can't seem to comprehend what they all mean
I am the daughter of reconcile
The heart of the broken
I can't see the beauty of this world
All bleak and meaningless to me now
My heart draws to a silence
As my emotions cease to exist
I can't feel this sweet misery that resides within me
Thriving...
Growing...
resting within my heart
My dear love
You can't understand this...
I fall beneath the bare moon
And howl to my goddess
I am lost within this bleak place...
With no hope for escape