An Open Letter For the Waiting Soul

To me, you are that hot girl that took my breath away and made me laugh, that made me feel wanted, and the cute girl who I still love. And I can't seem to measure the things that made me love you, the words that I wanted to tell you, the feelings I have for you, I couldn't bring myself to hate you despite the pain you gave me and the sadness you made to me; I love you.

And I don't know with you, but, I don't think I can ever forget you at all, and move on and love someone else. Because I love you. I really do.

And I'm not making choices that doesn't include loving you. I'll be waiting. No matter the years, or decades, I will still wait for you...

I don't want to tell you this, because I don't want to destroy your happiness. It doesn't matter if I do destroy my own happiness for you, as long as you get to be happy, I'm okay with that. 

Because I love you.

I love you that way that I'm willing to destroy my own happiness for you to be happy.

I love you.