My Condition

I'm a Savage

HeHeHe- A Brute 

But I'm only what I am- 

A poly-gram

I'm only what I'm allowed to be 

Following the linear line set before me 

Until I end up where I started and my journey complete 

Suppressing my deepest desires 

A feeling more fleeting than I desire- 

Embers dying out in a bonfire,

Their warmth escaping higher and higher

OH! If only you knew 

Or if you could be shown 

If only my hands could paint in a vibrant blue 

Or if somehow I could sculpt stone 

My Nature is a compass 

Directing me further from my dreams-

It's an abscess- an infectious fungus,

Forcing me to live out these harsh realities

This jungle is my home 

Where only the strongest survive 

Where you were born ends up being your catacomb

This is a place were life is barely alive

I wish I could describe it, 

Illustrate my need to escape- these unwanted feelings

Even if only a piece mye leaves even a bit

Deep down I know that I'm never leaving 

I'm a Savage

Kekeke- only a brute