Senseless

I won't lie to you anymore,

I am hurting.

Slices into soft, white skin

That still feel so tender.

 

The words that cut deeper,

And bleed quicker

Than anything I had felt in nightmares.

 

I have fallen into a hole

So deep

So dark,

That I have forgotten how to reach.

 

How could you love me,

When I don't even love myself?

How could I love myself,

If I don't even know myself?

 

I have reached for so long,

And I never felt a thing.

Nothing at all...