Good-bye.

I’m scared and I’m crying and I don’t know what to do. I just want to be there in his arms. He’s the only one I’ll be with till the end. When I come undone, he somehow puts me back together again, like I’m his own Humpty Dumpty. He lives in heaven, while I’m in hell, we’re two worlds apart. I don’t want to live like this anymore. I just want to be with the one that I love, and away from the one that’s trying to kill me. As I sit in this closet awaiting my death, I can’t stop thinking about all the people who I’ve met, from the one who is trying to kill me, to my best of friends. But there’s only one person I can’t get out of my mind. He’s helped me through so much in such a short time and I love him, and I want him to know that, but I don’t know how to tell him. It’s too late now. I’m trapped in this closet, cornered like a dog, while she stands outside the closet door, my mom, waiting with her rifle.

Reviews

[Kathryn Star, Shine!]

Wow... this is weird... a person who loves you, yet doesn't love you back... in a closet and your mom by the closet with a gun... I know you've been through a lot and this piece truly shows your mindset. It's not bad, it's called emotional therapy, writing keeps you sane, keeping it in makes anyone insane. So again, I say to you, write to your hearts content, open your heart and mind and let these feelings out otherwise... I don't know what to say, but abuse in anyway can change a person. Your mom was terrible and your dad twice as bad for not taking you out of it. Keep writing and ignore the bad reviews. Just let your emotions flow and someday you'll make sense of it all. I understand your pain, just never had to read it from another writer... too close to home. "hugs" You'll be alright. They are the ones insane, you are trying to prove that you are human because they stripped you of humanity, dignity and the right to be free.... they made you a slave to their way of thinking. Again, Give ME A SLEDGE HAMMER to knock somebodies brains out! What they did to you is unforgivable. Be strong, and keep writing; it's healing. ks