Should I?

An older poem of mine.

Should I?

 

I wonder what would’ve happened

If he found out that frightful day

Found out that I’ve liked him

I wonder what he would say

Would he like me too

Or tell me to disappear

Should I ask and go be brave

Should I face my highest fear

Maybe I should have a friend

Give him the idea

But if he says no way

I’d just have to find a way to deal

With the fact that he don’t like me

But I don’t know that yet

Although if I had money

He doesn’t I would bet

I don’t have much to offer

I’m not like the other girls

Some say that makes me special

But that makes me wanna hurl

Sometimes I like to stand out

Others I’d like to fit in

I guess no matter what

I’ll never get the chance to win