8 months and still counting.

It's been 8 months since our last talk

How are you? I hope you're doing fine.

I always see those pictures of you happy with them

With your friends , Family and that guy you call "mine".

Been wondering why you became happy like that

If there is someone, I mean me who's crying.

Every night, Everyday I'm just sitting here

asking my self " Why him?" again, I'm here thinking.

Thinking of a things that I should do

8 months ago,

Thinking of a way to get close to you again

laugh with you again like what we always do.

Those late night talks, Those stories of yours

those day you said you like me.

Those moment we shared together like there is no problem

and we don't care what they say and see.

You know what. I'm tired of looking at you and him

tired of all the things that make me sad.

Oh, all i just wanted to say is

I miss you I still love you and you were all that I had.