Chapter Five

Chapter 5

Asher

As soon as I get home, I walk in on a fcking orgy. My brother is, like, fcking two girls at once in the god forsaken living room. The God damn audacity.

“Yo, Asher,” Mason's voice disrupts my gawking, and he's so casual about it. Like he isn't getting sucked off by multiple girls. I just glare at him in disgust and head to the kitchen, reflecting on what happened last night with Jae. I grab a Monster Energy from the fridge and head to my room. Once I get there, I flop onto my bed and sigh.

“Why do I feel like this?” I wonder aloud, pounding my fists into my pillow like I do when I’m frustrated. There's too many feelings in my head. I keep trying to get rid of them, but the attempt is fruitless. His face is etched into my mind, the cute little dimples when he frowns, his perfect lopsided smile, his fluffy hair. I start to smile, biting back a lovesick giggle.
Fck, Asher. Stop thinking about him, my brain screams at me. 

Why am I even thinking about him? He’s literally nothing compared to my status. I’m a rich and popular model, he’s nobody. So why do I like him? This makes literally no sense. I need to get my mind off that fcking nerd, so I grab my phone and call up Jasper. We have to go to a party or something. 

“Hey, Ash.” Jasper’s voice distracts me for a moment, bringing me back to Earth. I tell him that I feel fckin’ stressed and that we should go to a party. He texts me a few addresses, and I pick one, and I can't believe I forgot the giant-a$s rave that’s happening tonight. There’s a party that almost every popular kid and famous person under 20 is going to tonight, that you can only get in with a certain pass. Obviously, I can get in, and with me, Jasper can get into anywhere he wants. 

I read over the theme. Alternative cowboy, easy. I slid on some studded boots, black and red leather jeans, a matching black and red leather jacket, black belt, and finally a studded cowboy hat. I head into the living room. Mason is now finger-fcking and attempting to penetrate these girls. Pathetic He calls out to me.

“Asher where are you going? Come on, come join us.” Mason says from the couch, one of the girls looking up at me with needy eyes. I glared at him before rolling my eyes and yelling back, “Thanks, but no thanks. I don't feel like banging wh0res like you.” I grabbed my keys and walked out the door, leaving to go to the party, knowing damn well I’m gonna get high as sh1t and fck some drunk a$s virgin girl to get my mind off Jae.

Author's Note

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