I need you

this is just a convo from me to my boyfriend

trying to survive

barely staying alive

i need you in my corner

before i need a coroner

i need to

lean on thee

i let you

lean on me

but i'm having a moment 

of weakness

it's here and i can't 

even speak it...

AWAY

it's dragging at my fun 

making my mind decay

i thought i had this war won

but the celebration was just for a delay

so i'm calling

MAYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

because my smile is falling

and no matter how much i try

no matter how hard i cry

everything is getting worse

i'm ready to curse

and to face the facts

my life is falling through the cracks