To My Dearest

For the Contest Letter to my Love

To My Dearest,

    My love where have you gone? You left so suddenly; leaving me here in this cold world devoid of all the warmth your love gave to me. How I miss your lighthearted chuckle and the sparkle in your eye, the feel of your slim, silky smooth body next to mine is now nothing more than a fading memory, and the scent of you has nearly left from my pillow. Where have you gone my love? Was I not enough for you, not the angel of your dreams? Though you were once my everything, filling up every gap and missing piece of my heart and soul you left all too quickly with no reason why. No longer are you the angel I once thought you to be, the temptress of my heart but the demon of my worst nightmares. Your emerald eyes haunt me in my dreams and the smell of your lavender perfume rides on every breeze that enters my darkened room. I know I will survive, make it through all of this but you were my soul mate, you were my other half now I am left here broken, devoid of all emotion and feelings except for pain. When will you realize how much I loved you, and love you still. My beautiful Muse please come back home to me, inspire me, teach me to live, learn and love. Please my love; come back here to me and save me from this cold existence. I am nothing without you but my friends tell me you did not deserve me, oh how wrong they are! You did deserve me, every part of me. Please, I beg of you, come back to me for if not I fear I shall never love again.

    That is a lie, I know I shall learn to love again but you will always be there in the back of my mind and the back of my heart. The smell of lavender will always bring to me the image of your raven black tresses stirring in the midnight breeze on a warm summers night and the shine of the purest emerald will forever more remind me of your tender gaze. I ask you know to come back to me or leave my mind forever for you are the missing piece to my heart. Do not be afraid, you need not fear my love, I will protect you from all harm that may come your way all I ask is that you bring your love back to me. If this be the end, and these become the last words between us I wish you to know that I  only want you to be happy, if I am not your love then I pray that you find your soul mate some day. Forever will I carry you with me and forever will you have a place in my heart


Forever,
Matalia

Reviews

[dilettante1890]

Lovely and a bit forlorn.