january 8th 2018

I walked outside today.
For a few seconds I had to regain my sense of reality for I had seen a sad , cold , and rainy scene that looked straight out of a post apocalyptic movie or game.
My heart dropped as I have been down all day.
Some days I'm just sad and nothing can cheer me up except alone time to recharge and resting up for school in the mornings where I'm faced with people I love and people that make my days bad and teachers who some make school tolerable. Others who make it hard to stay strong.
But school will be a little more gray now for one of my best friends has decided to be homeschooled.
I won't get to see her everyday.
I won't get to hug her everyday.
I'm scared of losing our bond.
I'm facing a place where people pine over me.
Some who take it too far.
Facing a place that takes policies too far. Such as the dress code.
Since when is it ok to send a girl home for wearing leggings?
But that's for another rant.

Anyways this was just a journal for today. Thank you.

Reviews

[barleygirl]

I felt like I had been plunged into your world for awhile, experiencing the things that you describe so well. The beauty of this piece is the way it's a blend between journaling & poetry. Most journaling does not come out with such an artistic flair. Everything you share is so authentic & relatable, even tho these worries are a million miles from my own life experience. That's why I say you literally plunged me into your world so I could see & feel the things that bring you down . . . or get you down the road of life (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie

[Winnter]

Thank you very much

[Dave]

I'm sorry you feel in such a funk. It's rugged to lose a dear friend. I fully understand
your rant against arbitrary rules and regulations. They're such a pain in the lower extremity of the back.

Talk about weather, here is is early March and its snowing. I know that is so unusual, but
I have been so looking forward to Spring, green on trees and flowers in bloom. Oh well
Take it easy Margie - Dave

[Winnter]

Where I live spring is definitely in bloom. Thank you for your thoughts