Relationship Gone Bad

Wrote it during the domestic violence I went through with the father of my child.

You don't listen to me
Your voice is more important than mine
I don't have a say in anything
Though we have a daughter I feel lonelier than ever
Can't you see our relationship sucks?
I'm unhappy, trapped and unloved
My feelings doesn't matter to you, though I vent to you and tell you how I feel
Our love will forever be lost since I see myself happy without you
You may say I'm a s**t and have no common sense, but I'm going to be strong enough to leave you
You are controlling and love to control my every move
Not anymore!!
Enough is enough and I will end the relationship no matter how much you beg me to come back,
I thought I was lonely before I met you but I'm lonelier now that I'm with you,
I wanted to stay for the baby, but I can't anymore
I matter and I do have a voice and I am important though to you I'm not,
The love has been gone since I can care less what you do and what female you will find in your life,
Though the female you find won't last since you are controlling and lazy,
I want to feel alive again and free
You are sexist and believe females should be only maids for men
I don't believe that since relationships should be equal Don't you see I feel like your maid,not your future wife or your girlfriend
I feel like your sex toy, don't you see how unhappy I am with you or are you just blinded of the fact that you take pleasure of having a personal maid Everything I say to you, you always make me seem stupid of everything I say, don't you see how you treat me or do you just take pleasure of seeing me miserable?
I will no longer live like this because I matter and I will no longer get another person in my life that is like you
You may take advantage of my kindness but not anymore
I deserve better!

Reviews

[Dr. YumnaKay]

That is the lesson life teaches us..to be strong and fight for your right.. Everyone matters.. This is a strong and powerful write up.. God bless you..

[Xxxxxx]

Thank you.

[Dr. YumnaKay]

You are welcome ☺

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

This is brilliant, it is inspiring to those who have gone through or are going through what you went through. I bet if they read this it might even encourage them to be strong enough to leave just as you did.
This poem has strength and power, you are a fighter.
I'm so glad you stood up for yourself and left, I already know I can't stand this guy just from reading this poem.
This poem has allot of emotion in it a ton, and it is very inspitring.
Amazing brave write that you have shared with us.
God bless you :)

[Xxxxxx]

Thank you.

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

your welcome :)

[JMaster1]

you express your emotions so well ,
You will find new and better love soon

[Inject Positivity]

As I read the words of this poem, I hear a heart crying, crying of being abused. I can realize the heartbreak the poet has been going through, it's too much pain, and I can understand why the poet has been feeling like a caged bird... I pray that you find peace in your life again, and may God bless you and your little girl...

Sincerely
Dhiman

[Xxxxxx]

Thank you.