Envy.

Describing the feeling of envy.

This pumping feeling
Of anger and vicious thoughts.
It boils my blood,
The kindness rots.

Feelings of hate,
Feelings never felt before.
Feelings of lust,
Feelings hidden in my core.

This tight feeling
That occurs deep inside.
A feeling that disgusts me,
In my stomach it collides.

In the stomach,
The opposite of those butterflies.
It's a tight, hard feeling
As if there were many, many ties.

This feeling that occurs
When I see you with pretty girls.
This feeling that occurs
When I see your friendships; pure a pearls.

A strange, strange feeling.
Feeling dirty, for having crawled.
This disgusting, sinful feeling.
Envy, it is called.