Thy Will Be Done

A few months ago I stood in my bedroom trying to figure out why my life had gone so sour. 

Why I kept getting hurt by people. 

Why I seemed to attract people with bad intentions. 

I was cloaked in my anxiety. 

And it felt like my whole world that once had been so light and full had burned down to ashes. 

When suddenly out of the corner of my eye I spotted a little book. 

It was a book that my grandmother wrote. 

She wrote of her heartache and how in the end she let God be in control of her life. 

"Thy will be done." was something that gave her strength to go on in her life. 

This book gave me great comfort; and all my own anxieties washed away. 

I had a dream of her recently and I knew without a doubt she was trying to reach me. 

Fast forward to now, the end of April; and my life has changed. 

Thy will be done still follows me around like a little ghost. 

Even on the radio; a song caught my attention and it seemed to go exactly with my current feelings.