As I Don't Pray

There was that time when I was in the great deal of depression and I was all numb from inside out.

 

As I Lay Myself On The Bed

 

                    Rather Than To Be On My Knees

 

Due To Questionable Things In My Head                   

 

Wondering What's There For The Need

 

As I'm Staring At The Ceiling

 

                    Looking Out Into The Darkness

 

Trying To Understand What I'm Feeling                   

 

But Only To Feel Nothing But Unhappiness

 

As I've Created Many Thoughts

 

                    Somewhere Inside My Blank Mind

 

There Are Nothing That Can Be Bought                   

 

Just For The Mindless Soul To Be Grind

 

As I'd Tell You What's The Problem Deeply

 

                    Somehow There's No Secret Lie Within

 

If I Die Before I Wake From Being Sleepy                   

 

When's The Lord Gonna Cash The Chip In?

 

Author's Note

I never knew what I was thinking about and never knew why, either.

Reviews

[Brjden (Bridge-Den) Cre..]

Very deep and I love the concept. I have the same thoughts and sentiment that you describe here! Love the visuals, love the word choice. I believe most people - "believers" and "non-believers" alike can relate to this! Good pen!

[deeps]

If I Die Before I Wake From Being Sleepy
When's The Lord Gonna Cash The Chip In?

I loved these lines here, Now this is wonderful, It's deep but I like it alot.

[Sean M. Addams]

i like this one alot deep meaning behind this one.... overall nice job on this one!!!!

[A.r. Bazian]

neither do i!
but it seemed like an honest inner prologue...i liked it!
keep it up!