See sea

I thought I was going to let my self go

Without even fighting a chance to let go

Picturing life with no future no hope

Fell to the floor like a fainting white goat

But am I so happy?

What my life could be?

Set sail, my ship far into the vast sea

Mystical journey not for one in a hurry

Crashing though waves that are filled with God's furry

I am the captain controlling this ship

If I let go, take the risk I might sink

Controlling each thought like I think I cant think

Now my memory's fading, daylight turns into pink