I miss you.

 

Some where up there your looking

Standing here beneath the stars

Wondering how long is the trip to mars

Will you be there?

Your long golden hair shadowing your face

Years passed by but I still cant say goodbye

And I still believe that I would be able to fly

 

But will I ever stop cry

Whenever I see him all I see in him is you

There in the school play ground

I see him different than all the kids in the crowd

A kid raised by an angel a mother I always longed for

Are u happy up there?

Oh how much I miss you

 

How much I pray to see you in my dreams

But I guess I sinned too much and have been deemed

Where you are seems to be as far as an eternity
Outstretched arms, open hearts,
if it never ends, then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind,
And with a tear in my eye

Il scream it out loud Il never leave you behind

I dream away every night
Try so hard to disregard
the rhythm of the rain that drops
coincides with the beating of my heart

Oh how much I miss you.

And if you're up there ask god to give me the faith divine

 

While the thought of you takes the weal of my mind

 I drawn into consciousness

Gazing into the portrait of yours,

Thoughts rushing to my mind like an overdose

Here beside my bed is where I wish you lay

As pain fades away

So I lay here crying

And I lay here dying

 

Oh how much I wish I can turn back the hands of time

Bring back the old address "primetime"

Broken glass on the ground turns back into a window

Blood on the ground rushes back into your body

Travels to your head and all around your brain

Down to your chest and through your veins

Your soul slowly leaves like a wounded child

So I close your eyes and tell you goodnight

Hope you went to a better place that night

 

Standing alone in a dream

Where nothing is real

Wondering where have you disappeared

There were times I lost my way I was alone

Lost in haze where are you right now?

Il find you somehow

Because it hurts to be alone for such a long time

Alone such a fool with only my pride

When you don’t visit me at some nights

Id lay awake tossing and turning till day break

Where you are right now? Ill find you somehow

Reviews

[Nancy Lee Shrader]

A great tribute to your mother. Your pain of loss shines in this peice with much love.

[Randal Bright]

This poem is heart wrenching! I feel your anguish... The loneliness of the night after a loved one leaving your side for so long. This is an amazing poem you have here. The emotion you give and express is immense. It is sentimental... but it is also wrought with sorrow. This is a wonderful poem you have here.