Goodbye

I don't know how to say goodbye,
For I never wanted this.
I'm running once again,
Too scared to face the truth.
I don’t care if I live or die,
The pain inside will eat me alive.
I am sorry for the pain I caused, and for the hearts I stole,
I’ll never be able to help myself.
Your love for me is turning to hate,
Before my very eyes.
It was all a lie,
The things you said and the things you say.
Now comes the last goodbye,
At war with myself I lost my way.
God knows why I try,
Living just to eventualy die,
Another f*****g lie.
I was told never say goodbye to life,
But how can I hold on,
When there is nothing to hold onto?
So now I say,
Goodbye.