My Addiction

It hurts
Hurts so bad
Knowing he's thinking of someone else
Knowing he's taking her to bed
And entertaining her
Giving her all he's got
Making her happy when he should be with you
Calling on her everyday
He just can't get enough

It hurts
Hurts so bad
When you think of what he's doing
Wishing it was you he picked every time
Hoping one day he'll pick you for good
Wondering if she's better than you
And feeling unworthy in your own skin
wondering why you're not good enough
To make him stay
It feels like it's killing you
you feel your heart breaking into a million pieces

So why
Why am I now his other woman?

He's my addiction and I just can't let him go

Author's Note

I can't cut him off. No matter what he's done I will always let him back rightly or wrongly.

Reviews

[RomaJ]

Very deep. I can feel the anguish and pain in your words. Addiction is very hard to break. Especially when its become rooted so deep, it's become a part of your heart and we can't just cut it out.