Alone.

I'm done

playing these games 

going back and forth like 

a tennis ball in a match 

feeling like an option

just doesn't do it for me 

anymore

The more I say 

that I am happy

the more I end up feeling

alone. 

All that you have done 

is make me cry 

and feel alone

like a child

on the swings 

while their friends 

play on the slide

play it safe.

And all I am is 

alone