Broken Trust

This happened 4 years and 7 months ago.

 

I knew I was nobody without you

Everyone seemed to think so too

With you beside me

People started noticing me

 

I idolized you

Your intentions towards me seemed so true

To me, you were like a sister

But to you, I guess I'm just a nasty blister

 

We did everything together

No matter what, we always had each other

I was your shoulder to cry on

I was always there for you to lean on

 

I felt like I knew you

So when I failed at my task, I told you

A secret known only by me

You promised you won’t tell it to anybody

 

You had spoken the promise

Looking back I couldn't have noticed

I went to school the very next day

My mom had something to say

 

I was yelled at.

I asked: 'Yell at me for what?'

I got my answer

My trust in you started to waver

 

I asked you if you told anyone

With a smile, you said no one

An hour later, I was told that your mom spoke with mine

That's when I knew that you had no spine

 

Even now you wouldn't admit it.

My heart couldn't take it

I gave you all my trust

But you treated it with utter disgust

 

When I see you, I still smile

Inside I keep thinking: 'How could you be so vile?'

You asked me if something's wrong

Your innocence seems so strong

 

I look at you,

Acting like you had no clue,

And say:

"I'm okay."

 

I know I should feel guilty

Lying to you is filthy

But you made it hard for me to trust again

So now, we'll have to wait and see what'll happen...