FADE AWAY

FADE AWAY

My mind is sinking as the darkness takes me again,

I am unable to break free from the cycle I endure,

Feeling left, forgotten, eventually turning invisible,

Living in weariness - living in the sorrow of another day.

Quietly everyone loses interest and everything good eventually goes,

Disappearing, feeling I am no longer here - losing myself into a black hole,

Am I just a thought? Am I just a memory that has been told good-bye?

Lately everything is becoming a blur - my life is no more than an illusion.

Satan has locked me away in a cell, has cast me into his bottomless pit,

I was blind to everything, residing in an empty space that used to be my heart,

A sickening depression has stolen my interest, made my emotions feel ice cold,

It has destroyed the softness in my soul, taken away my sanity.

I realize the me that I knew has become unrecognizable, so indistinguishable,

Disconnected, I watch as my world, everything I know, just diminishes,

Slipping into a slow deterioration to never return, to never be remembered,

My deepest fear will be that my hopes, my dreams will be lost and fade away....

     3/22/2018

Reviews

[marilyn 1225]

your dark place is bleak i wish you recovery soon i feel like this at times these days but i keep on writing or sitting numb watching news etc you have talent so keep on writing and writing... i wish you peace for sure

[Ghost]

Thank you so much... I hope you find your way out of the darkness you have... And I will keep on writing

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

Hi love this
I was in a dark place have been several times

[Ghost]

Thank you for the comment... I know I am not the only one dealing with this feeling, this disease... I hope you will feel better.

[sette]

drive away the pain. stay strong and eventually there will be freedom from pain

[Ghost]

Thanks for reading and commenting. I will remain as strong as I can, but yes I am fighting it.

[sette]

that is good to know

[Enigmatic Amor]

This is quite a painful write. It brings up the fears we all have of being forgotten and lonely. Powerful

[Ghost]

Thank you so much.. It was just one of those moments I was having.