Hiding

The feelings that associate with hiding away

Hiding behind a shadow of happiness and love

A lost and lonely kid sits alone in the corner

Afraid and unloved 

Scared and hurt

Cut and beaten

Yet smiling and feeling something anything

Pretending to be happy so nobody sees the hurt he goes through

Believing the lies people tell him and never wanting to try

Pushing away the people he cares most to not let anyone in

Staying quiet and away so nobody will miss him

Faking his emotions gently letting his hurt terrify his mind slowly and surely

Feeling his heart break piece by piece and letting the pieces fall to the ground never to be fixed

Crying in silence trying to cope with the pain of nobody loving him

Feeling worthless and nothing in his mind and heart :/

Knowing that he will never have a chance at love and giving away everything just to feel an emotion

Stepping away slowly never wanting to be  found again. :( 

Author's Note

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