Dear PastA Poem by EmmyThePoet1A Letter to My PastDear Past,
Why do you continue to haunt me everyday of my life? I know I messed up a lot through it I know I cutted so much to hide away my problems and fears I know I failed at probably all of my relationships and blamed myself I know I had to hide everything I cared about and loose the people I love I know I gave up things just so other people are happy I know I forgave all those people who hurt me because it was right even though I cant forgive myself I know I did well in school to hide my hurt and pain and deperssion from people because I cared so much I know I failed at everything that I tried to do I know I got back up and tried again even though my heart was broken too many times I know I can't love people because I either loose them or I fail to protect them :/ I know I held back my feelings and love when I needed it most just to see people happy I know I faked a smile so many times everyday just to not let people know how I felt I know I tried to end myself twice because I thought that I didn't deserve life I know I don't know a lot about my emotions and everything I know I tried to help people while hiding what I though and felt because everyone else deserves love :( So why continue to haunt me and break me? You already know you broke me more than once so why make me hurt and feel like I'm nothing? :/ © 2018 EmmyThePoet1 |
AuthorEmmyThePoet1Beverly HIlls, CAAboutHello. My name is Emory. Im 23 years old and I have been writing poetry for a long time. Its a way I can express myself with others given Im so shy in real life. Been writing poetry for years from dif.. more..Writing
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