abuse

Why do you sit there
And call me names
You tell me you love me
But yet you sit there
And watch me struggle With life
When I am doing my best
Why do I have to apologize for
what I have become?
No one ever apologized for making me This way
Yes I have my fears
Yes I make mistakes
You have no excuse to
Hold it against me
I am only human
Let me learn
My mistakes are my mistakes
To experience not yours
I don't need your forgiveness
I forgive my self
God forgives me
I learned
I got my consequences
I stopped
Yes I did some stupid things
Yes I have stupid fears
But don't blame me
For a fear is formed from trauma so think
You called me names
You have hit my mom
You know I have been raped
But you say I asked for it
that I wanted it
I know what abuse is
You can't deny it
You can hide it
But I will know
You will know
God will know
So go ahead
Deny it

Author's Note

Just a rant I had to let out

Reviews

[KarMarBar]

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[Chirag Kumar]

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[SmittyJas]

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[sinNsincerity]

Very brave of you to share this hon!
Thank you for allow me into a piece of your life.

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[Silver]

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