Quite the disease

people who arent good for you

Quite the disease

I get close again

Just to pull away.

Another trip down that road

Just to feel that way.

Cursing but it doesn't matter 

Screaming with unheard sound 

I knew it was coming

its why i didn't want you around

You hold some power

Something i never could understand

You push me and toss me

And i still grab your offered hand

your like an addiction

Like a sickness most unwanted.

I try to protect myself

Yet i'm continually taunted.

I just want freedom

My heart needs space.

I need time to heal

To disappear without a trace.

But every time i believe i'm safe

There you appear 

Pretending to be my way out

Offering no more fear.

Then i get back to this place 

The same lonely feeling 

The knowledge never quite sinking 

For i know my heart will always be healing

I can't let you go

because every time i think i'm free

Again you appear

Again capturing me 

Even if I push you away,

I will never be at ease.

Because you will always be apart of me,

your quite the disease.