Until I'm Born Again

about depression and hoping for the breakthrough, finding the healing and the joy that I've lost along the way.

Mother says "Don't you know all you can be?"

Father speaks like the devil's holding me

Brother calls, but I hang up the phone again

It gets hard sometimes to hear him through the line

Chorus: And I'm just trying, just trying to be right now

I'm just trying, just trying to be

And I'm trying, I'm just trying so desperately

I'm just trying right now

I'm just trying right now 

to be

Breathe in slow like I'm tasting morning light

Search for calm in the eye of the storm, hold tight

God is here " I will cover you until you're born again."

I hope He's here to teach me how to breathe

And I know I dig 

Myself deeper in 

Every time I fall

But this pain has swelled

To a burning Hell

I can't take this anymore

Chorus:

Gone are the I things 

I thought I was

My beautiful 

has turned to dust

My laundry piles seem to pile more

And I hardly leave

My bed these days

My sanity 

Has slipped away

I'm begging, crying here for its return

Little bird perches quietly in my heart

 Patiently in her nest, she waits among the dark

I am blind, But I hope that I will see one day again

Her feathers lift and guide my broken soul

Chorus: 

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And I'm just trying ...

Until I'm born again...

to be.

 

Reviews

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

wow amazing his could be a song for sure or ballad
love it
thanks for entry into my comp