A Roses for Hymen Roth

All you do is lie

Every time I try

You fucked me in my heart

Now my words turn harsh

 

Gut me in my stomach,

Raped me from behind

All these disappointments

All the f*****g time

 

Weary of excuses

I want to live my life

The more we make it work

I die deep down inside

 

You are not the one

You were just a test

This is why I left you

To find someone best

 

I’m not your toy

Don’t play coy

I don’t give a s**t

 

Don’t say you love me

Cause you know you’re being

Ignorant

 

You claimed I used you

From the start, but I am

Innocent,

Unlike the guy you said you

Hate and now you’re f*****g him

 

How dare you label me

As if I am your number one?

As I lay here, drowned by silence

As you’re having fun.

 

Can you give me answers?

Your damage is done,

Just another girl

Reacting from the sun

 

You claim isolation

As I can relate,

Ignoring my calls

As I sit and wait

 

Tried to clean your tears

You stab me in my throat

Emotions oh so distant

I can't take it no more

 

Your words are only lies

Heard before my eyes

As you cut my ears,

I know that its long distance

But these wounds aren't healed

 

Eating all his kids

Swallowing with pride

I want you to remember

I’m the one who tried