Unknown Reality

Being alive today is like being alone

I don't pay attention to what goes on around me

I don't pay attention to what I do

My mind wanders deep into my memories

And I get lost in thought

I lose sense of time

I don't even know where I am

I don't get distracted by anything but myself

All sound disappears

Everything just blends deep into the background

I don't have to try to hide

Because it feels like no one sees me

I am somewhere else

In a different place

Dark compared to my unknown reality

I am alive but dying

Fading and withering away

My mind slowly decomposing

And folding into itself

And I disappear along with it

Sinking into nonexistence

Slipping into unreality

Swinging back and forth between pain and boredom

The only two things I have left

It drives me to psychotic insanity

There is nothing else

I am nothing else

Just a figment of my own imagination

Alive but not there

I am just an idea

A fake

My own desperate hold on this world left behind

Reviews

[Kiara]

amazing write!
Enjoyed reading your poetry:)
-arabella

[Little Amy Lee]

Loved this
Beautifully written
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