The True Angel Of Sin

My name is angel, but you can call me whatever you like.

Most people don't notices me, I am a quiet observer, until you get in my face. I am one who goes through my crap of a life with eyes that just see through people. I figured I most come off as creepy, but most people pay no mind. The way I veiw life, and death are far off from many, and I enjoy the pain of it all more then anything.

I am not much of a writer. I don't know what I want to be when I get older, if I make it that far.

If you have to know I am sixteen, not young, not old, probably going to die of cancer. who knows, runs in my family.

If you haven't noticed I have a very negative outlook on life. Why make good of something that will most likely turn out bad. If you knew all the hell I have been through maybe you can understand. That is kind of why I am here.

I was told writing can help, so lately I have been trying poems, they are brutal, and mostly true.

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I cry myself to sleep at night.
I am the only child and practically raised myself.
I don't believe in god
I am dead, and I have never seen him
There is no devil either, just a celler where you go until you go insane.
I seem to disappear a lot, being gone for days and just find myself back to who I was. I'm not really sure I don't feel like I am real, most like a character. Ironic isn't it...

This video made me cry