Eliana Johnson

My name is Eliana N. J. and i am 15 years of age.
I had decided on making this because I love to write. I've started at least to story's but I've never been able to finish them. the newest one I haven't thought of the title yet, but the story has a strong hold and it seems I can think of more to go on... I have a strong plot and I have the hole description of the story in my head.
Then I have a few poems that I've been told are sad and depressing, for some reason I can't think of any thing cheerful for poems... It might be because of how down I always feel I have some cheerful beginnings of poems but i cant seem to finish them, I'm guessing that I should just wait for the right line to pop into my head.
I almost forgot to talk about me in this... To strung up in what I like doing. Well hard to be leave I'm a natural "RED HEAD" there hard to find these days. Well I'm Puerto Rican and I'm white.
My white side comes from my biological father Henry Steven Johnson who has more kids then he can count and yet he declines that there his. His wife is over weight cause of how depressed she is, and my half sisters are named "Emma and Abby" and I miss them so much... my step mother is keeping us kids from seeing them, only because she doesn't like my mother at all. I miss my Sammy my step sister which is the same age as I am... she is and will always be my TOP BEST PALE ...
My boyfriend is 16 years old his birthday is 2/18/91 I be leave. I was born 4/12/92. My boyfriend is around 6-1 and 6-2 and he weights about 130 pounds hes a red head like I am and his hair is really curly , like Surly temple curls only curlier. hes white and he likes punk music and hes punk, and he loves black and green. I love his light green eyes and his curly red hair I love the way he looks at me and I like how when I'm in a bad mood he gets all sad and upset, I love how he kisses me and how he touches my face and I love how he hold me when we hug I love how he cheers me up when I'm upset. Theres one thing I don't love about him, I don't like the fact that I cant cry in front of him or how I wait till hes gone and then I and then think of how he dissevers some one better...
Ok well I'm done typing here cause now I'm upset... well ill put more on here sometime soon i guess.

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