About Me
It's been about 6 years since I've been active on here. I haven't stopped writing, but the frequency has changed a lot. I've experienced so much more.
I think I was about 21/22 when I was last active? Now I'm 28.
Recently found out what's actually going on in my brain: Borderline Personality Disorder. Makes sense.
Was finally engaged, then broke it off due to abuse. Then embarked on what would become a chemical dependence on alcohol. Never thought that would happen. But I detoxed, went to the hospital a bunch.
Moved to Portland, moved back to Illinois, left my friend's house after her grandma tried throwing my stuff in the trash while I was at work.
Lost my job due to going into detox. Started smoking again. Realized a lot about my self, to say the least.
I really don't know what else to put here other than I'm really looking forward to getting all of the past horribly wonderful years into words I can make and process.