Maike

I think one last time of what we have [had]. Something like an infatuation [love]. I pensively shift [not much space] and I replay those years in my mind once again. I was never one to make a promise [hell & high water] but I guess my heart spoke before my mouth opened. I cant believe I gave you so much [everything] you know how easily I sell my heart. But I didn't mind you manipulating me. You have left [killed] me. But I'm not one to hold a grudge [drown my sorrow in alcohol and kerosene]. I cant [light a match]. Not now.
I'm sure its dark outside. But I'm pretty sure its nowhere as dark as it is here. Ive never feared the dark [death]. Until your eyes, like abysses of obsidian penetrated me. I had every reason to be scared of the dark [death] again.
You walked away. Maybe it hurt [killed] me. Maybe I wasn't worth anything [nothing]. I don't know where you are now, or what you're feeling. But I know its cold here. I know this is permanent. I know I'm claustrophobic. I beat against the door of your heart [my hearse] but you threw away the key [love]. Because when you attempted to bury the memory, you buried something else along with it.