Steven M Saile

I am a member of the Military, but will specify no further as to my connection to it. I am a divided person. I love life, I love living, growing up a Celt, following 3,000 years of faith has made me a strong and intelligent person. 23 years on earth though, have warped me into to a seperate man. I love my life, fighting for my country, duty, honor, and all that s**t. My other half is retched. Vile and hateful, I would like no more than to destroy, and bear witness to distruction. I also have a problem communicating with people. I think too fast about too many subjects all at once. I often will recite entire scentances both in my head and verbally, not knowing which part you've heard. My girlfriend has a hard time with it, because I'll go through entire conversations and all she'll here me say is, "...that why the trees are green here...under the foot...democrats...pumpkin king...you see what I mean?" Needless to say the looks are bizzare. So I write.