I Don't Want To

I don't want to walk

On the same stretch of land

That killed me inside.

I don't want to see

The faces of people

Who stole the light I had inside.

I don't want to feel

The sympathetic stares

Of people who don't even know me.

i don't want to hear

The constant stream of chatter

When all I feel is numbness inside.

I don't want to smell

The fresh air surrounding me,

When all I see is black.

I have no control

Over my own life anymore,

Ana, Mia, Sue, depression, they all got me.

And now I can finally let go

And let the darkness consume me.

The taste of sweet freedom... here I come.

The future, now dead and gone.