There and back again...

There and back again...

I'm dancing with Sophia because she is the only one to dance with

The only one that i'll let myself get near

And the dust is kicked up in little clouds by the steps, twists and turns

She grins her big grin up from the ground and rolls over on her back

Then leaps up to be held

Yet it's not enough to quench the need, the ache deep inside

Been left behind, been told to leave, been given away

Been there and back again

Standing out on the green hills looking down over the little houses, streets and shops

Sweating in the cold

Carrying the weight of my own world on my back

Trying not to look up but having to

And see that life is about living

Not fretting the days away in the dark

Planning for things that might never come

Been left behind, been told to leave, and given away

There and back again was the name of the game

Her sweet kisses raining down, not letting loose with her arms or legs

Holding on tight while her voice cries out

Deep inside her slick wet heat

For what neither wants to admit could be the last time

Grasping at joys neither though would happen

But came, and came, and came

I left you behind, you didn't want to let me leave, you wanted to keep me close

And not give me away

There and back again...