It's Been A While

It's been a while since I've seen your face

It's been a while since I've cried myself to sleep

But sometimes in the darkness, I think of you

And all the secrets I'm forced to keep

It's been a while since I've heard your voice

It's been a while since you've phoned

Am I someone you've just forgotten

Or am I someone you've just postponed

I don't know if I care anymore

I don't know if I can

All those nights you hurt me

I should've known, I should've ran

Before it got worse

Before you became my hell

Before all the lies

I should've said farewell

It's been a while since I've seen you

It's been a while since I've wanted to

Because you don't care much about me

It's been a while since you've wanted to

It's been a while since I've been back

Just a few months, feels like years

Everything's changed now, don't you see

And I'm not going to shed anymore tears

Because I don't think I care anymore

I don't know if I can

All those nights you hurt me

I should've known, I should've ran

Before it got worse

Before you became my hell

Before all the lies

I should've said farewell

It's been a while since I've seen you

I think I've forgotten your face

All your features, once so unique

Have just become commonplace

It's been a while since I've heard your voice

I think I've forgotten the sound of it

Everything you ever spoke to me

Always made me feel like s**t

And I know I don't care anymore

I don't know if I can

All those nights you hurt me

I should've known, I should've ran

Before it got worse

Before you became my hell

Before all the lies

I should've said farewell